What do you need? The hundreds of vidyas aint enough. Perhaps you require A rape in the family or A child relative getting the living crap beat out of them and damaged for life. Or maybe when your boat trailer gets cut into nine pieces at some remote launch with a sawsall, maybe that might motivate you, though I doubt it.. This will visit everyone in one way or another. Some may even enjoy it. You will know what time it is when the music stops and there are no chairs are left for you or yours, on the Titanic. You are at War. Kinetic and 4th generation in simult. It will suck. That I guarantee.